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Saturday, April 28, 2001
sigh...the whole power ballads thing was supposed to be a lesson in discipline. heck, i can't believe i got the hits i did this week. anyway, it's discontinued due to lack of enthusiasm on my part. i'm an aries, what did you expect? i've been ill this week. at first i thought it was allergies, and perhaps it is, but it really sucks and i find myself in the midst of a 3 day old headache. it isn't debilitating, just annoying. the only thing that works is this generic cough syrup sinus stuff i bought for about two bucks at wal-mart last night. it's a night time formula but i was still up until 4am last night. those night time syrups don't pack the punch i remember. man, i used to get half-looped on a shot of nyquil and fade off into la-la land. anyway i was up until 4 burning disks. my friend sent his dead collection home to me and i started getting it down for myself. it has substantially increased my collection. and i finally found a disk brand the burner likes....memorex.

today was supposed to be devoted to the backyard, and i did get the bed planted with the cauliflower, broccoli, artichokes, various peppers, and lettuces that we had started indoors....not to mention some carrot seeds, but we still have a long road on the flowers and apparently we're going to need to build a seperate bed for corn. but today didn't fly off as planned due to weak me and the headache and my insistence on not taking medicine until i feel like i'll die. so we went to get some more mushroom compost, found a good deal on geraniums and picked up a couple, plus a sweet potato vine...i think it's called a black beauty. and we also got a purple coneflower becasuuse the one in a sleeve i bought a few weeks back only contained dirt, no plant. i have a purse full of receipts but never for what i should be returning. oh well.

when we were leaving home depot today after grabbing our fish emulsion a lady pulled in beside us and slammed her door into mine. she looked square in my window and laughed saying "sorry". in the grand scheme of things this was minor, but to have her laugh and act like it was no big deal pissed me off. i have crept out of some tight squeezes sucking in my gut and even mashed my hands between metal to avoid doing this to someone else, yet i seem to find dings in my doors all the time. so i said something. "hey, be a little more careful next time." it felt good, but still, remembering the stupid smile on this goon's face makes me curious as to how she was ever given a license in the first place. isn't there an intelligence cut-off?

i got my colorado tags yesterday. and had my first emissions test ever. i was home sick and monday's the end of my grace period (well, really i should have replaced them after the move but i figured to hell with that). i sat in the 80 degree sun waiting, sick.....flaky nose running still. wearing a sweater beacuse i hadn't checked before i left. and when i got to the license branch my number was 46 and they were on 20-something so i went to the post office and got some gas in the car. and when i returned they were on 40 so the wait was short. the lady who waited on me was exceptionally pleasant...born in massachessetts, moved to san diego at the age of 3, came here...loves it, too. she asked if i wanted designer plates. i said no. i told her how when i decided to move to colorado i couldn't wait to wear the green and how the car i bought when i graduated college matched the plates and it was all a part of the dream. she seemed to understand and i started on my way. driving down mountain i saw brad on his bike, picked him up and came the rest of the way to the house. we ran out to get CDs and some books. i got a couple of new irving novels to read. and i grabbed some maxells at best buy only to see that there were only a few packs left. apparently they are discontinuing cassettes of all types including video cassettes according to the very helpful sales guy. i told him they would have some angry deadheads...not sure if he cared.

tonight we had pot pies and sat around watching the a-team. it's on all weekend on tv land and i have to say i still enjoy the show. it's all we've had on all day...or at least since i finished watching gardening by the yard hosted by paul james and my favorite cartoon, recess, on one saturday morning. murdock is still a nut to me. and i still think hannibal rocked. although when chad, brad, perry and i played as kids i always had to be face because at that age boys weren't interested in being a pretty boy. now i can appreciate it since i can see that face was responsible for a big part of the cons. still, i wanted to be murdock or hannibal, but i was always agreeable...even when i always had to be daisy duke when we played the dukes of hazzard. labels.

so i pulled out the guitar for a few tonight and decided to tackle a new song...the first song to be approached in several years. i picked "here comes the sun" and then proceeded to print the tab for blackbird which i used to know the intro to. we'll see if this discipline can be applied to something a bit more productive.

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Wednesday, April 25, 2001
yeah, yeah, yeah! here we are again devoting web space to those classic love songs from our metal haze. today on nom de plume we feature those pretty boy rockers, poison and warrant....how much bleach did these boys go through in their time in the limelight.

"late at night i close my eyes
and think of how things could have been
and when i look back
i remember some words you had said to me
it's better to have lost at love
then never to have loved at all
i won't forget you baby
(i won't forget you)
even though i should
i won't forget you baby
(i won't forget you)
even though i should, yeah
sometimes in my head
i can still see pictures of you
and i laugh to myself
when i think of all those crazy things that we used to do
although miles come between us
just between you and me
i won't forget you baby
(i won't forget you)
even though i should
i won't forget you baby
(i won't forget you)
even though i should, yeah
i should let you fade away
but that just wouldn't be me
oh, baby
although miles come between us
just between you and me
i won't forget you baby
(i won't forget you)
memories slowly fade
i won't forget you baby
(i won't forget you)
and all the plans we made
i won't forget you baby"
--i won't forget you, poison

"got a picture of your house
and your standing by the door
it's black and white and faded
and it's looking pretty worn
see the factory that i worked
silhouetted in the back
the memories are grey
but man they're really coming back
i don't need to be the king of the world
as long as i'm the hero of this little girl
heaven isn't too far away
closer to it every day
no matter what your friends might say
how i love the way you move
and the sparkle in your eyes
there's a color deep inside them
like a blue suburban sky
when i come home late at night
and your in bed asleep
i wrap my arms around you
so i can feel you breathe
i don't need to be a superman
as long as you will always be my biggest fan
heaven isn't too far away
closer to it every day
no matter what you friends might say
we'll find a way
now the lights are going out
along the boulevard
the memories come rushing back
and it makes it pretty hard
i've got nowhere left to go
and no one really cares
i don't know what to do
but i'm never giving up on you
heaven isn't too far away
closer to it every day
no matter what your friends might say
we'll find our way
heaven"
--heaven, warrant

this concludes day 4 of power ballads week. i'd like to take this moment to solicit requests. please send your choices in immediately. we've got a rockin' 3 days to go and i want to hear what your favorite power ballads are. until tomorrow, keep your feet on the ground and keep reaching for the stars.

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Tuesday, April 24, 2001
good afternoon ladies and gents and welcome to a late night edition of power ballads. as promised, tonight we devote a little web time to that sexy hair band babe himself, jon bon jovi, and his rockin' sidekicks. let's take a look.

"as i sit in this smokey room
the night about to end
i pass my time with strangers
but this bottle's my only friend
remember when we used to park
on butler street out in the dark
remember when we lost the keys
and you lost more than that in my backseat
remember when we used to talk
about busting out - we'd break their hearts
together - forever
never say goodbye, never say goodbye
you and me and my old friends
hoping it would never end
never say goodbye, never say goodbye
holdin' on - we got to try
holdin' on to never say goodbye
remember days of skipping school
racing cars and being cool
with a six pack and the radio
we didn't need no place to go
remember at the prom that night
you and me we had a fight
but the band they played our favorite song
and i held you in my arms so strong
we danced so close
we danced so slow
and i swore i'd never let you go
together - forever
never say goodbye, never say goodbye
you and me and my old friends
hoping it would never end
never say goodbye, never say goodbye
holdin' on - we got to try
holdin' on to never say goodbye
i guess you'd say we used to talk
about busting out
we'd break their hearts
together - forever"
--never say goodbye, bon jovi

iI guess this time you're really leaving
i heard your suitcase say goodbye
and as my broken heart lies bleeding
you say true love it's suicide
you say you've cried a thousand rivers
and now you're swimming for the shore
you left me drowning in my tears
and you won't save me anymore
now i'm praying to god you'll give me one more chance, girl
i'll be there for you
these five words i swear to you
when you breathe i want to be the air for you
i'll be there for you
i'd live and i'd die for you
steal the sun from the sky for you
words can't say what love can do
i'll be there for you
i know you know we've had some good times
now they have their own hiding place
i can promise you tomorrow
but i can't buy back yesterday
and baby you know my hands are dirty
but i wanted to be your valentine
i'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
when you get drunk, i'll be the wine
i'll be there for you
these five words i swear to you
when you breathe i want to be the air for you
i'll be there for you
i'd live and i'd die for you
steal the sun from the sky for you
words can't say what love can do
i'll be there for you
and i wasn't there when you were happy
i wasn't there when you were down
i didn't meam to miss your birthday, baby
i wish i'd seen you blow those candles out
i'll be there for you
these five words i swear to you
when you breathe i want to be the air for you
i'll be there for you
i'd live and i'd die for you
steal the sun from the sky for you
words can't say what a love can do
i'll be there for you"
--i'll be there for you, bon jovi

smoooth. that second one was pretty signifigant around my 16th birthday. and through the years bon jovi has been a closet obsession of mine only occasionally mentioned here and in the presence of good friends. what a band. they've endured time producing great hits such as "you give love a bad name", "runaway", and "wanted dead or alive". but what they've truly been best at are love songs. so tonight we devoted both selection slots to the boys from new jersey. peace out and good night.



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Monday, April 23, 2001
good morning and welcome to day 2 of power ballads week here on nom de plume. today we're going to take a look back at some all but forgotten tunes from the past. if you remember these, well you probably still won't know anything else by the bands. sit back and enjoy.

"i never needed love
like i need you
and i never lived for nobody
but i live for you
ooh babe
lost in love is what i feel
when i'm with you

maybe it's the way you touch me
with the warmth of the sun
maybe it's the way you smile
i come all undone
ooh babe
lost in love is what i feel
when i'm with you

baby ooh i get chills when i'm with you oh
oh baby my world stands still when i'm with you
when i'm with you

i never cared for nobody
like i care for you
and i never wanted to share the things
i want to share to with you
ooh babe
lost in love is what i feel
when i'm with you

baby ooh i get chills when i'm with you oh
o baby my world stands still when i'm with you oh oh
baby ooh i get chills when i'm with you oh
o baby my world stands still when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you"
--when i'm with you, sheriff

"words of silence
echo through this lonely room
just a photograph and dreams
that won't come true
i'll never know why i left you
standin' in the rain
cryin' tears of emptyness
it's drivin' me insane
all i wanted was to love you
never wanted to see you cry
all i need is just to hold you
i just can't say - goodbye
sometimes we raise our guns of pain
but i'll be your defender
'cause if love means war
baby i surrender
you use words as weapons
i use love as a shield
so tell me why
are we on this battlefield
in a blaze of glory
can we rise above these flames
in a world of anger
there's got to be a way
sometimes we raise our guns of pain
but i'll be your defender
'cause if love means war
baby i surrender
we're just soldiers from the heart
and i ain't no pretender
so lay down your arms
and baby let's surrender
and though my aim is true
i sometimes miss the mark
ooh, in matters of the heart
but i'd give my life tonight
to hold you in my arms
in a blaze of glory
can we rise above these flames
in a world of anger
there's got to be a way
i just wanna hold you
surrender
i just wanna love you
surrender
i never meant to make you cry
sometimes we raise our guns of pain
but i'll be your defender
'cause if love means war
baby i surrender
we're just soldiers of the heart
and i ain't no pretender
so lay down you arms
and baby let's surrender"
--surrender, trixter

thanks for tuning in. today's segment of power ballads was brought to you by aqua net. tune in tomorrow when we'll take a look at bon jovi's success with the ladies and perhaps we'll find out what he knows that the rest of us should!


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good morning and welcome to day 2 of power ballads week here on nom de plume. today we're going to take a look back at some all but forgotten tunes from the past. if you remember these, well you probably still won't know anything else by the bands. sit back and enjoy.

"i never needed love
like i need you
and i never lived for nobody
but i live for you
ooh babe
lost in love is what i feel
when i'm with you

maybe it's the way you touch me
with the warmth of the sun
maybe it's the way you smile
i come all undone
ooh babe
lost in love is what i feel
when i'm with you

baby ooh i get chills when i'm with you oh
oh baby my world stands still when i'm with you
when i'm with you

i never cared for nobody
like i care for you
and i never wanted to share the things
i want to share to with you
ooh babe
lost in love is what i feel
when i'm with you

baby ooh i get chills when i'm with you oh
o baby my world stands still when i'm with you oh oh
baby ooh i get chills when i'm with you oh
o baby my world stands still when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you"
--when i'm with you, sheriff

"words of silence
echo through this lonely room
just a photograph and dreams
that won't come true
i'll never know why i left you
standin' in the rain
cryin' tears of emptyness
it's drivin' me insane
all i wanted was to love you
never wanted to see you cry
all i need is just to hold you
i just can't say - goodbye
sometimes we raise our guns of pain
but i'll be your defender
'cause if love means war
baby i surrender
you use words as weapons
i use love as a shield
so tell me why
are we on this battlefield
in a blaze of glory
can we rise above these flames
in a world of anger
there's got to be a way
sometimes we raise our guns of pain
but i'll be your defender
'cause if love means war
baby i surrender
we're just soldiers from the heart
and i ain't no pretender
so lay down your arms
and baby let's surrender
and though my aim is true
i sometimes miss the mark
ooh, in matters of the heart
but i'd give my life tonight
to hold you in my arms
in a blaze of glory
can we rise above these flames
in a world of anger
there's got to be a way
i just wanna hold you
surrender
i just wanna love you
surrender
i never meant to make you cry
sometimes we raise our guns of pain
but i'll be your defender
'cause if love means war
baby i surrender
we're just soldiers of the heart
and i ain't no pretender
so lay down you arms
and baby let's surrender"
--surrender, trixter

thanks for tuning in. todays segment of power ballads was brought to you by aqua net. tune into tomorrow when we'll take a look at bon jovi's success with the ladies and perhaps we'll find out what he knows that the rest of us should!


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Sunday, April 22, 2001
i've decided to do something novel this week. welcome to power ballads on nom de plume. pull up a chair, pull out those old black t-shirts and fall in love all over again. yes, they're an embarrassment from our past (well, at least to those of us who were born in the 70s and 80s), but i recall many a tear over some boy to these songs. and i like to pull them out. i must confess....i love metal love songs. so here's your first installment of power ballads from april's collection, a week long look into the rock-n-roll history of my adolescent years.

"i took a walk down a road
it's the road i was meant to stay
i see the fire in your eyes
but a mans gotta make his way
so are you tough enough for my love
just close your eyes to the heavens above
i'm soming home
i'm coming home

i took a ride in a world
i'll be spinnin' for the rest of my life
i feel your heart beatin' baby
ooo sometimes it cuts like a knife
so are you tough enough for my love
just close your eyes to the heavens above
i'm coming home
i'm coming home

i'm coming home
where your love tonight can shine on me
i'm coming home
where your loving arms can set me free"
--coming home, cinderella

"when i look into your eyes
i can see a love restrained
but darlin' when i hold you
don't you know i feel the same

cause nothin' lasts forever
and we both know hearts can change
and it's hard to hold a candle
in the cold november rain

we've been through this such a long long time
just tryin' to kill the pain

but lovers always come and and lovers always go
and no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
walking away

if we could take the time to lay it on the line
i could rest my head
just knowin' that you were mine
all mine
so if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
or i'll just end up walkin' in the cold november rain

do you need some time on your own
do you need some time all alone
everybody needs some time on their own
don't you know you need some time all alone

i know it's hard to keep an open heart
when even friends seem out to harm you
but if you could heal a broken heart wouldn't time be out to charm you

sometimes i need some time on my own
sometimes i need some time all alone
everybody needs some time on their own
don't you know you need some time all aone

and when your fears subside
and shadows still remain
i know that you can love me
when there's no one left to blame
so never mind the darkness
we still can find a way
cause nothin' lasts forever
even cold november rain"
--november rain, guns -n- roses

tune in tomorrow when we'll be featuring more of those lost love classics. i'm your web-jay, crazy fraz-ee saying good night and keep on rockin' in the free world.



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it's snowing! i can scarcely believe it. yesterday was cloudy and cool, but not cold and it eventually began pouring rain. i commented on the amount of precipitation this spring. i had this vision of dry springs based on everyone's talk about the weather here. and i have to admit i was afraid i would miss having the rain pour down.

so after we made it home last night we stepped out the back door and al along the edge of the house was a white ring. it must have been ice since it was still raining. as it got later and later it began to expand from the edge of the house to the far reaches of the yard. now this morning it's a virtual winter wonderland and it's still coming down. welcome to the 3rd snowiest month in colorado. i'm happy about it because it means less threat of forest fires this summer, but i sure as heck hope this is the last of this weather we see until november.

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