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the hundred factoids that mean absolutely nothing:
1. i wore a lot of purple as a child.
2. i once read a new reader for school in an entire afternoon.
3. my middle name is leigh, after the actress, janet leigh.
4. i was born homeless.
5. i can be irritable at times, but i won't snap at people that often.
6. i strive to be understanding.
7. i loved the smurfs as a kid.
8. hot wheels are still cool to me.
9. sometimes i am frightened by the whispers of narrators on commercials.
10. i puked when my mother cleaned my newly pierced ears with peroxide at age 9 and mentioned that there was "puss" in one of them.
11. the scoliosis film in 5th grade nauseated me, much like item #10. the idea of something being wrong with me causes a physiological reaction.
12. i expect what i give....
13. ....then i give too much.
14. i spelled tulips "two-lips" in the 2nd grade. my mother thought it was brilliant.
15. i have lived in 3 states.
16. ...and 7 different towns.
17. i get wrapped up in things that are bad for me quite often.
18. i bounce back, but it's getting harder.
19. i don't mind that i might seem darker than i used to be. darkness has it's own beauty.
20. i love bands like the cure, the dead, leftover salmon, string cheese incident, and now, bauhaus.
21. i pick up on things from people i meet and make them my own. not all of what they like, just what i dig. i may not be the first to like something, but i am the first to like the compilation of things that i like.
22. popcorn kernels get stuck in my teeth.
23. my brother gave me my first and only black eye when he threw a disney book at me.
24. he cut off part of my gum with another book on a different occasion.
25. i bruised him once with an encyclopedia. we love literature.
26. i believe as a nation we have become too reliant on our government and have not been diligent enough in watching the politicians.
27. i have had glasses since i was 14.
28. i'm on guard.
29. i know what you think about me.
30. and i care.
31. i kept thinking i might meet someone wonderful and settle into some sort of happy family type life full of stability. it hasn't happened.
32. i still believe it might.
33. but i'm not holding my breathe.
34. i can hold my own at a party.
35. i have gone to a concert alone.
36. i once had purple hair.
37. i re-invent myself. i am currently undergoing a transformation.
38. i don't ever want to be pigeon-holed into a specific group.
39. i like so many things.
40. ...and there are so many other things i don't know about.
41. i can admit i don't know everything, but if you act aghast when i admit it, i will likely not enjoy spending time with you.
42. i believe there is no such thing as a stupid question, except one uttered out of spite.
43. i like cheesy television. it's the sacchrine in my day that relaxes me when i get home.
44. i wish i had some artistic craft about me.
45. 3 of my 4 most serious relationships were with left-handed men.
46. i love easily.
47. and because i do, i hurt easily, too.
48. i procrastinate often (why else would i have re-done this site).
49. my wardrobe contains 4 different navy blue sweatshirts (plain, u.s. navy, girls' state, berkeley...the oldest is 11 years old).
50. i know that i will get by. i just hope there is a little happiness along the way.
51. i wish money wasn't so important.
52. i like to be out in the middle of nowhere.
53. walt whitman is a god to me.
54. i will always be anxiously awaiting a new tom robbins novel.
55. in the case of love, i enjoyed the times when e.e. cummings was quoted to me (the influence for the non-caps format of this site).
56. fantasy seems to be better than real life. it's quite disappointing.
57. i am prone to typos.
58. i don't drink enough water.
59. socialization was a lot easier for me when i was younger, though probably not much.
60. people seem to think i'm happy.
61. in the most overall sense i think i am.
62. i don't realize it, but i think i am sometimes seen as cool and uncaring. it isn't the case.
63. occasionally i am impulsive.
64. it gets me into trouble.
65. i am not very disciplined.
66. i like collecting stones.
67. and plants.
68. i have been told that my eyes are the darkest brown many people have seen.
69. my hands sometimes swell when i walk long distances.
70. i am sometimes an insomniac.
71. i sometimes get depressed.
72. i stress too much.
73. i sometimes accomplish very little in a day.
74. yet i am always tired.
75. i hope to one day get married.
76. the jury is still out on having kids.
77. my toes have been seperated (i have toe socks), they didn't seem to mind or be traumatized by the affair.
78. i am sexually shy. i don't know why.
79. i am sensual, however.
80. i believe sex is a higher level of communication. i am careful about who i share it with and always have been.
81. i find water both violent and peaceful, and the dichotomy intrigues me.
82. i believe we are all part of system, each and every being a part of a larger machine.
83. i wish a lot for things i don't have.
84. i have too much.
85. i eat meat, but i have many restrictions.
86. i once avoided chicken for 3 years. it was too straining psychologically after hearing horror stories. i now seem to love it, but again...with restrictions.
87. i like green things.
88. i am trustworthy.
89. my nails are always chewed up and unkept.
90. i have issues with my hair, but i can't seem to change it.
91. i fear the unknown.
92. i can be claustrophobic.
93. i don't really know myself.
94. but i seem like an all right person.
95. eccentricities fascinate me.
96. "the only ones for me are the mad ones." yes...still.
97. i always hope to be liked.
98. though i can't change for those who don't like me.
99. my pinkie toe looks like an evolutionary throwback.
100. my mind is scattered.